Senduk 2

Just where the hell is that Senduk?? why does it have to be a Senduk? Fuuuuudddggggeee!!!!!
It is friendship we are taking about here and it was establish when we were supposed to be pure and innocent. Now, it is all spoiled for the Senduk thing. It is also ironic that I still am thinking about it and I just cannot recover. God help, I just do not understand. I would hate her for doing that, in fact I hate her already. Well, she's being nice, sending me a message and asking me why I am no longer in the blog. She knew why, but she asked. Any person who got that badly humiliated in public will feel upset, certainly I am. But when she asked why, I gave her other reasons. I just will not show my sensitivity to her, I don't need to, but God, help me, I am so upset. It is not cooling down instead I am growing angrier and the distance between me and the group surely is widening by day.
Please, spare me no awards and don't call me upfront. I had enough, I do not need another humiliation.
Imagine now, if there'll be another re-union. The answer is clear, I am not going. I will not go to any re-unions anymore.